Choices

It never ceases to amaze me that life can change in a mere moment, and throw you a million curveballs in a tiny amount of time. In one week, I went from being severely in debt, going paycheck to paycheck, to having my debts completely paid off and having enough extra cash to take the trip that I have been planning for eight years now. I was completely cut off from moving on, pursuing my dreams of travel and exploring new career opportunities to having nothing but choices in front of me. Now that I have all of these options, I don't quite know what to do with myself, or how I should go about making these things happen. It's hard to organize your life when you are pretty much starting from scratch.
Plus, it's almost warm weather again, which means I can take back up my raw food diet, and I've already started a new fitness regimen which will be complimented nicely by the fresh food and energy it will give me.
All of these things sound great, but they come with a lot of conflicting emotions, one being that I seem to hold on tight and avoid big changes. I don't know that I'm particularly scared of what will happen in the future, as much as I can't stand it when I mess up and someone tells me I TOLD YOU SO.
I have to figure out what I would like to do for a new job, whether or not I would like to move to California like I planned, or travel overseas to study and work. It's a headache is what it is. It also makes me feel like I'm 16 years old again, and nothing in life is certain except that I'm not grown up enough to figure it out yet.
Whatever happens, I know that everything will come together, at least that's what I pray for. It's just a whirlwind of decisions that seem to be looming, screaming at me to hurry up and decide what the heck I'm doing-NOW!
Does anyone else feel like this? Or if you have at some point, how did you do it?
What is in your future?